"In Flight"

i sit in flight
and lose weight
i wait for you
to be late

-fresh was i
sea blue green
haunt me sleep
with frantic dreams
watching the light
go out at night
painting my walls white-

my mouth is green and mean
i try to keep it clean
the dream of sky and sea
is dream

-something i light a thousand times
one eyed ina house of blind
blind outside i cannot see
here i reign supreme

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she's like... lying in the grass...
and God talks to her
and He talks to her thru the trees
and He talks to her thru the vines
and through the insects though the bees...
and Nature starts growing all around her and it's
choking...
love...
and He's growing every where inside her
saying "can you take my love...? can you take it? can
you take this much love?"
and the vines start moving around her
and growing out of her mouth
out of her eyeballs and eating her away
she being eaten by Nature
she's like... devoured by the love of God...
it's so amazing.
vomiting the Lord.
He just... changes so many faces...
everyday.
there's a man... who rapes her...
joan? is this the face you'd like to see?
or maybe is this the face?
and He turns into the little boy
or maybe would you like this face?
and He becomes...
something old... and something new.
something young. and something horrible.
something to make her feel comfortable.
but in the end, He just tells her
that she's so selfish and self centered
to think that He... could need someone like her...
to spread... His power!
like you could?
who do you think you are the bride of God?
a bride of God with a sword in her hand and blood on
her face
a bloody bride!
the bloody bride of God.